career dilemna

First off, the survey is over.. and Colorado is the answer.. that is where I would want to move.

Second off.. I feel a bit lost. I know people like to say that to be dramatic.. and I am not trying to be. Mainly, because I know it will eventually go as God deems it to be, as long as I trust Him and listen to Him. So.. technically, I am not worried. But I wonder what He is up to. Lately I have been praying hardcore.. and reading books.. and looking into Art in the Ministry. But, as David Lasley would put it, what does that look like? And then I was talking to Aby Lee about it.. and I told her how my mom told me I should be a counselor during a woman's retreat.. because I am good with listening to people.. and I love to help people out when they are in tough situations.. even give them advice if the Spirit prods me hard enough. Then Aby recommended I looked into Art Therapy. Which I am going to.. one of my professor's has a wife who is an Art Therapist.. Hopefully he can explain a bit more about what it is in detail.

So does this mean I won't be a photographer? I don't know. I absolutely love photography.. but the passion has been wearing thin with the rampage of weddings. Not my favorite. But I would still do it on the side.. no matter what career God leads me to.

But which one is it? A lot of people have the horrible problem that they don't have any idea what job they want.. My problem is.. I have too MANY ideas.. and I don't know how to make sense out of them. Either way.. it is really irritating.

so thats me today. Been up since 6:30, and ready to nap here in my uncomfortable desk chair. I wish this week would slow down. I feel anxious with all these assignments due. 3 photo assignments are due before thursday.. 2 of which are half film/half digital.. which means a lot of darkroom time for me..

pictures are turning out well so far.. here is one that I took yesterday..
This has become my favorite part of springfield.
God's beauty is everywhere!